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Should I?!

So, I saw both my close friends playing the piano.
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They looked so graceful & happy. And the music that was played was quite lovely. (It wasn't exactly perfect but it was good.) Since I grew up in a music loving family, music is something I naturally liked. Well, my father especially love classical music and he made sure my sister & I loved classical music. However, my mother likes rock & roll...songs that she can sing to. Therefore my family loves music alot, even so, not a single soul in my family plays a music instrument.
Most people would sent their children to piano classes but my parents didn't. They just felt that if we wanted to learn something, we would ask for it. So my parents never forced to do anything we hated...(excluding school, homework, chores & being polite)

Well, I never liked the piano. Some people will see the piano & gawk at it but even at a tender age, I didn't really care much for the piano. One of my cousins played the piano & one day, she wanted to teach me to play the piano. She tried to teach me but oddly, I just didn't understand. Therefore, I never really actually love the piano.

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And one day, I saw my other cousin played the violin. She performed for my grandparents on their birhtday. The violin was so elegant, so beautiful & so soft. I never seen such a beautiful thing in my life. I've seen a piano, a cello, a flute & even a trumpet but I never thought of them as beautiful intruments. I guess...I fell in love with the violin. My cousin allowed me to touch her violin. As I stroked the violin, I could feel the soft wood just seem so magical.
And from that day, I took violin lessons. I really forced my parents to let me play the violin.
Unfortunately, I had to stop playing the violin due to money problems & tutor problems. And so I haven't touch the violin in 4 years...I forgotten everything I learned about the violin.
As I saw my friends play the piano so passionately, I was somehow reminded of my violin lessons.
How I wish...to play again...
But should I play?
Because I don't know where to look for a tutor & can my parents afford it?
Should I??
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All those good memories of me, fooling around with my violin.

Here's a poll...HELP ME by answering it, please....*blinks*

Should I continue to play the violin?

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Rave Master said…
should go, dun stop,
i also like music, because of this, im 22years old go to learn piano my self, because i can earn my owe money to pay the fees.
what ever, if u like, then just go ahead.

nice to meet you.
Sam said…
Hehe ~~
^_^

I really love piano .... but i no chance to learn because no extra money.
I wish my cousin will teach me ... but their parents call them to go learn .....
They don't have the feel also ... when playing ..... because they don't love it also .. but parents call ~~ no choice ...

Playing any of music ~~ must got feel.
Feel of love for it ~~
Like this you more easy to follow up and learn.

I love sing and play piano because can let me release my stress.
No people hear ... but i also like to sing at home ~~
When go out ~~ i wish using my music and sing at state then let any people hear and feel it also ~~
^_^

I support you that go learn ... if no extra money. Nevermind, you can at home pratice, because pratice make prefect ~~

Don't know can see online, sometime can find it ~~
^_^
I also online find, learning how to play piano ~~
If you don't like the things ... you 100% hard to learn it ~~

^_^

Thank that give me commet .
I also wish can help you ... little girl.
Because i also got a nice sister.
Under my protech, she already like angel ~~

So i wish can share out my love, care to all people that need my help ~~
because all people very selffish ...
Only care themself .....

Like this our world ... will slowly become selffish world ....
^_^
Go and play the violin!!!
I always wanted to play the violin when I was a kid, but I was too lazy to try. >_>
I fell in love with the guitar soon after...

Hm, well it's really hard to tell you if you have teachers around your area because I don't live where you live.

I would suggest buying some kind of beginner violin books that would teach you. Also, the book might awaken some memories. ;]

Good Luck~!
Thanks for the comment! :)
Yeah, I think I just might go. It would make it less boring.


I was reading about instruments the other day and the person wrote,
"You never lose the stuff that you learn from an instrument, but you can get rusty at it. We never forget how to ride a bike and we don't forget how to play an instrument."

It reminded me of your current situation. I hope it shed some light.
Anonymous said…
Ahakz~~ Go for it, my girl~~^^ Someday Rushi, you & I are going to perform together ne >W<
(Plus, it's fun XXXD Right Rushi~~?)

Yours,
Jun

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