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Hatred & Love all mix together!

Alas, I finally understand why I have been so angry. Last week, I was so pissed but yet happy in an odd way.
How can hatred & love mix together?

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Well, lets juz say that love & hate can be mixed.
Last week was a terrible week. I was tired & angry. I'm tired because of homework and I'm angry because.... Erm, I'll tell you later. Just read on.

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My rival, *Rena, somehow pissed me off. I hate her so much!! Shouldn't I be happy for people who want to improve themselves and help others??
Then, why do I feel angrier?

Let me tell you something about Rena. She's the kind of selfish person who only cares about herself & she always tease people. She never cares for other people feelings. In short, she's just a terrible friend.
So...when I heard that she is kind. I couldn't believe my ears. A person like her, helping? That's impossible. And, when I heard she is in the same group with me for a project. That pissed me even more!!
Gosh, what have I done to deserve this??


*sigh* I realise that people can change and that includes Rena. Therefore, I should be glad with that change. I shouldn't be angry.
Forgive & forget, that is what the elders say. Somehow, I can't forgive her. I just can't...*sigh* But even so, I should accept her change for the good.
I shouldn't even be thinking about her because there are many people in the world who are unfortunate. There are many poor children who don't go to school or even have food to eat!!
And so, several of my friends & I are sponsoring these kids so that they can lead a better life.

One of friend, *Mei talked to me today. (She's the one who had the main idea of sponsoring.)
She didn't believe that I would actually sponsor. She thought that I was one of those kids who are too busy with their life to bother with anything else.

Mei : So, why did you sponsor she asked? (That question made me think for a moment.)
ME : Well, I think it's better for someone to have a good start than a rough start. I mean, these kids just deserve better.
Mei : I see. Don't you get a warm feeling when you do something nice?
ME : I don't know. But I just want to help these kids. I'm sure these kids have great potential. Maybe, who knows, one day, one of these kids may turn out to be great leaders?
Mei : True...

Well, it made me realise that everyone deserves a chance, that includes EVERYONE!!

PS : If you are Malaysian, you can sponsor a child at only RM50 a month. Visit for more information.

*Rena & *Mei : This names has been changed


Sam said…
Thank you for sharing the sponsor ~~
I will keep in my favorites website !!

You said also true ~~
Who also got chance to become leader , success ~~
We must appreciate what we got now !!
Every people also got their own thinking ~~

May be my thinking not same with other ~~
For me ~~
I know , now I earn not many money ~~
If really want to sponsor also can ... just a bit money only.
But in my mind, I don't want to do sponsor first because I want to earn money for my parents first.

They are the one take care me,protech me, help me, teach me ~~
From don't know ~~ become what also know !!
Parents just 2 people ~~
If every children take care their own parents , just 2 people only ~~~
I think whole world will less old forks house ~~

Second, I know ~
If myself also cannot take care myself ....
Lated I sponsor ... I also will become one of the people that need people help !!
So I must earn money ,take care myself.
Got extra money then give parents ~~
Then got more extra then can sponsor ~~

I already try don't buy expensive dress, new handphone ... still using nokia 3310 , less go shopping, less go cinema because wish earn more money to give my parents then take care myself only I will think sponsor ~~

If every people also can take care themself ~~
I think, will reduce the amout of people need our help ~~

Third, Helpping really need using heart.
May be I cannot using money to support, sponsor it.
But I will try using what I learn at school, at work, from parents teach !! using my true heart and helping people that need my help.

They make be treat me bad but I also help them !!
Because I want let whole world know ... using true heart helpping people is a happy things ~~
Because you learn that teach by teacher , parents,manager ,staff, friends to help the world !!!


This is my 3 litte basic thinking ~~
1.No yet help people !! help parents first
2.No yet help people !! help myself first
because they are the one who take care you.
3.No yet help people !! Using heart and what you learn then help people that need our help.
Germaine said…
I think I know who is Rena and Mei...LOL

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