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I don't care anymore.

Well, I'm doing my best to stop hating a person. So I talked to her, I tried to be her friend again. Somehow, our conversation goes crazy.
Why does she makes herself so hateable?
And when we talk, she just reminds me over & over again how much I hate her.
Doesn't she knows that she hurts people feelings? (I'm not the only one who hates her)
Everyone that knows her quite well, hates her.
Doesn't she know that she is inconsiderate?
Have she forgotten the times she made me cry?

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So...our conversation went crazy. She began talking about crap stuff that I really don't care but I managed to still smile & act as if I am paying attention. Then, it became a heated arguement. She called me names that she knew I didn't like. Then, she mocked everything I liked. She made me sound so stupid.
Finally, I snapped & shouted "Guess what, I don't care anymore." And from that moment, it seems all my hatred dissappeared. I finally realised that I was being stupid for hating her.
So, I don't care anymore... Whatever she says or do is none of my business and hating her was completely an idiotic idea.

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Sometimes, caring may hurt,
Care anyways,
Sometimes loving might be useless,
Love anyways,
Even though these may hurt you,
But it is better to have love & lost,
Than to never have loved at all,
And sometimes hating may be a good idea,
Don't do it,
Hating is just a waste of bloody energy,
It is better to waste that energy on something else,
But when that someone fails you,
It's time to just sigh,
And let go,
Don't hold on,
Why hold a grudge when life have presents for us,
Life is mysterius...


guitargirl said…
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Sam said…
Life is mysterius...
Corret ~~

Our world got many type of human.
Because got good people then only we can compare who is good or bad ~~~
If all people also good ~~
In our world ~~
Good and Bad will not exiting anymore. ~~

Because you care , you will sad ....
Because you care , you will try help him ....
Because you care , you will try don't angry her/him ...

But you already try your best ...then just leave it alone ....
Because some people will not appreciate ...
What we have done ~~

I give you an example ~ true story ~
One of my secondary school friends.
you know that our age is 26.
She already with his boy friend got 4 years but a last ...... no more ...

She really sad, cry .. and wanted to jump from building also.
But I share with her, tell her ,care her as a secondary friends.

after some month ... she also remaid like that ....
So i have no choice ...
I already try my best ....
Share ... already share with you .
Care .. I alreay try my best ...
Every time, I also ready for her ...
Scold me, said me ...
But I also still happy, ready for her ...

Not because love ...
Is because in this life, we get to know each other .
I also wish ~~ I can use my knowledge and experience to help her slove some problem ...

No boy friend ... no need die also ...
Family not good ... also nevermind also ...
You cannot choose your family but you can choose your future ~~

What you want ~~
Boy friend .. can find again ~~
May be 26 years old she feel old but ... husband ... cannot simple choose ~~
Because we are not going at supermarket choose vegetable ~~~

haha ~~

All the above tell her ...
She still keep like that ...
So no choice ~~
We just can wish and GOD bless her ~~
Paul said…
it's good that you are writing this down, because it always feels a little better each time you say it, even if it is to nobody in particular.

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