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I don't want to move.

My dad wants us to move. He wants us to move to my grandparents old house. Actually, I don't want to move there. Heck, my entire family hates that idea. Because my dad says we have to move, we don't really have a choice.

They are planning to move in October. We can't really say anything against this because we all know how much my dad spent on renovating that old crappy shit house. That house cost my dad a bomb & it ain't even worth it!

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Thanks to this crappy house, my dad have debts again. And because this is my former grandparents house, my uncles and grandmother is chasing my dad for their stuff. Well, they all moved out but they still have their crap in that house which one thing I freaking hate. Can you believe they want us to keep their stuff but they don't want to take it? They don't want to ruin their pretty little houses.

But my dad got pissed and so, he threw most of the crap stuff out. Yea, he threw their stuff out...not a smart move. So, a big argument broke out! And now, almost everyone is arguing & fighting. *sigh*

Anyhow, I don't want to move because I have been living in this house for 16 years. And suddenly, everything in my house seems to be full of memories.
I don't want to move BUT I guess I have no choice.


guitargirl said…
Hey-ya. My parents have been talking about moving lately too. It' starting to make me mad. They worked for years to get this place payed off and now all of a sudden it's like this place isn't good enough anymore or something. *shakes head* Anyways, I'm with you. If my fam does move out; I'll probably just get my own place because I can't stand the thought of calling anyplace but this "Home." But I guess it's not my choice anymore :( *sadness*
guitargirl said…
Hey-ya. Thanx for your comment, the duck appreciates it ;) All those buttons are from Facebook. There's an appliction there called "Superflair" and you can get different buttons and put them all over your profile. Another way Facebook helps me waste my time. HAHA!

I've been doing good. College started for me on the 20th and things have been crazy ever since. Luckily, most of my classes this semester involve working with computers and stuff like that; so I'm on the computer a lot :)

How have you been?
Luffy Sam said…
haiz ...
sad ...
but no choice ....

Wish got other choice !!!!!

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