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Carmensakura's rant...

Ok, just for your information... I am still alive and no, I haven't abandoned my blog. The reason why I haven't blogged or been online is bcuz I finally moved to my "new" house and this "new" stupid house didn't have any internet.

I still have no internet and so please forgive me, if I dun visit your blog. I'm still waiting for my internet to arrive.

Well, I'm gonna rant bout some stuff bcuz I haven't been online for so long...and I have lots to say.

1. "New" House.
Ok, eventhough this house is twice the size of my old small, cramped apartment. Yea, this house is bigger and more comfortable.
But I hate this damn house.

Well, because, I don't have the internet. And this house feels funny. I just don't like it. Period.
I wish I could tell my dad tat. But I know I can't bcuz he likes this stupid house. Because this house is the family heirloom or some crap like that.

2. Internet
Can't you believe that I have no internet currently. That's like torture...ok,maybe not torture. But it's feels odd not to check my email, twitter, blog & doin stuff like tat...

3. French Class
Ok , French Class is the only nice thing I have to say currently. I like my french class. French is actually a pretty cool language but sometimes the pronounciation and the grammar gives you a headache but overall, it's pretty cool.

4. A Friend Who Doesn't Act Like A Friend

I understand when a friend sometimes is uncontactable by any means. I understand when a friend sometimes forget their things. But what I don't understand is when a friend can break their promises. I hate people who don't honour their word. I just hate that.

Not only that, she hardly talks to me now because she got other friends. Well, I understand that. Everyone needs their space but what I don't understand is how someone can take someone food without asking them. BTW, she didn't even say hi to me tat day. What kind of asshole will take your food without asking or greeting you?

Anyway, she's lucky I'm not saying her name right now. And if she's reading this, and if you're wondering why I'm not talking to you personally instead of venting my anger on my blog. Well, that's because you are uncontactable. Be more contactable, then we'll talk.

4. People With Their So Called Problems
Ok, I hate people who go whining around saying that they have a problem and use it as an excuse for their ineptness.
Look, everyone have problems. You ain't the only one. You aren't the "special" one that God chose to torture.

It doesn't matter what happens to you but what matters is what you do.So get up and do something with your life.

Well, that's all I can rant about today. So please, don't mind me. I'm just an ordinary pissed off teenager ranting away like any normal human.


Luffy Sam said…

1. about new house.
Girl girl ~~ I think may be you just feel not confortable only.
Lated will be better.
And if you stand on your father side and think . He also wish can give all the family member have a big house, nice place and his little dream only.
Don't mind it.

2. No internet may be not comfatable for you but .... last time about 10 years .... No internet ... we still like that going to our life journey so just be patient wait only.

3. Great to hear that.
Because now i work at new company.
COmpany is a private school
GOt international teacher and students too.
I hear some teacher speak frech also.

4. Love to see that. Got problem tell out so he or she will know.And now got blog too. Is more easy to let other know without face to face.

5. this more great. People with their problem is problem. Then our problem is not problem.
Wakaka !!!

So keep it up girl.
I also wish to blessing you too.

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