I'm tired of giving a damn or rather listening and taking other people's crap. I'm tired of hearing what I can't do. I'm tired of hearing people restricting me using their words. I'm tired of people demotivating me or just saying how lame I am. I'm tired of people labelling and calling me names. I'm just so tired.
I used to think that I never cared but I was wrong. I did care. I did take in what they say. I did believe in what they say and I was stopping myself. I was stopping myself from improving myself. Their words were like chains. Chains that bind me. Slowly, these chains began to stop me and I just stopped doing things I liked because I feared about what others have said about it.
But not anymore, I'm not going to let that stop me. These chains that bind me, I'm going to break free and I'm going to what I like. And guess what, I don't care what they say anymore. I really don't. I'm going to break free and do the things I love.
And yea, I'm not going to give a damn anyway. And yea, who gives a damn anyway? So I really don't care anymore. So from today onwards, you can say what you like but I'm not going to give a damn.
So yea, 2010 is a new year and a new me is coming to town. Well, not new but a better and improved me. (Gosh, I sound like a product.) So, watch out~~!!
But if you really have things to say that might be able to help me or improve myself, then, maybe I'll give a damn. But I'll only give a damn if it makes sense.
And yes, I'm honestly a little emo. I think like an emo sometimes...(sometimes, not all the time.)