Yea, I don't really love school. But atleast my 3 week exam came to the end and that the holidays just begun. BUT the holiday won't feel like a holiday not with all the crappy projects, homeworks and stuff to do.
But currently, I feel so damn emo. I wanna sit in a corner and just mope. There's just too many thoughts and voices in my head.
I know and yet I don't know what I'm thinking about.
I'm trying to settle the mess in my head so I kinda hate it when people talk to me about stuff that I really don't give a damn about.
If it was about projects or something distracting and interesting. I'll probably listen...BUT if it's complete crap, I seriously don't give damn. I got my own mess to settle here.
You know, high school is so much drama. I'm kinda tired about it...BUT I guess that's part of life.
Yea, I don't know what to think or feel. When I see you, sometimes, I see a friend and sometimes, I see a person that needs to be slapped in the face. So I don't know. Sometimes I'm angry when I see you and sometimes I'm not.
I got nothing to say or think about.
I guess, I'll miss the happy days of our friendship since we can't even look each other in the eye.
Currently, I hate myself because I broke some of my very own personal rules. Yea, I'm a mess right now. But guess what, I'm gonna settle it and get to the bottom of this.
SO FOR NOW, I'm gonna go crazy and be a teenager. Afterall, being a teenager is all about the drama, conflict, rebelling and doing something out of the ordinary.
If you don't do any of those, then WOW, what a damn boring life. I guess I rather be messed up than BORING and LAME.
AND RIGHT NOW, I'M GONNA LISTEN TO SOME MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AND GO CRAZY!! HELL YEA!!