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I just quit my own business. Well, I had this business with a friend of mine who is my partner. But after a month, I quit!
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At first, things seem to be going fine. Then, it didn't. My partner was freaking bipolar! She just kept yelling at me and scolding me. Whatever I did was just not good enough for her. In her eyes, I was just doing it ALL WRONG! And it doesn't help that she doesn't want to talk to me properly without being bipolar.
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What made me quit was when she rejected some of my very visionary business ideas. She was just such a worry wart. She wanted to do things old fashion and by the books. Well, I'm not a old fashion or by the books kind of person. I get ideas. Crazy out of this world ideas. I am just a girl with ideas Pictures, Images and Photos

And I knew if she didn't like this ONE idea, she'll hate it all. She thinks that this idea is radical when it's just a normal idea. If she thinks this normal ideal is radical, then what would she think of my other really CRAZY ideas?

So I quit. It wasn't gonna work out with her.

Of course, I said sorry and told her that it wasn't gonna work out.

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But was I really sorry?

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Why? Well, she was bipolar. She didn't apologize when scolding me for no real reasons.

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And eventhough losing a business is not really a good thing, I'm feeling positive about this.
It's better this way anyway, that's what I believe right now.

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Happy "Sam" said…
Take care yourself good good ya.
Love yourself = love your parents.

You can do it ya.

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