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Family reunions. Ok, I don't exactly love it because I don't exactly like my relative. I don't think I am the only one who feels that way. And it also doesn't help that I'm not close to my relatives and I don't gamble during family reunions.

Yes, my family loves to gamble when it comes to family reunions around this time of the year. UGH.

Well, I don't gamble so usually, I will be bored.

Why don't I gamble? Well, I don't get the fun.

Yea, so I lead a clean life. I only drink on special occasions. I don't smoke or gamble. Maybe gambling lost it's appeal to me when I watch movies of crazy gamblers losing money & being an absolute idiot.

I have nothing against people who like gambling. You like gambling. I don't. Period. My relatives don't kinda get that.

Anyway, some of my relatives been asking about my future study plans. So I tell them that I'm gonna take A'levels and study overseas.
they started talking about how hard it is to study overseas.

It hit me that I would have to live alone. That means I would have to COOK, clean & work part time.
Cleaning and working part time ain't a problem.....BUT cooking? I ain't good at that. means that I'll have to learn to cook. OR maybe, I'll just eat sandwiches forever.

Cleaning Pictures, Images and Photos


Happy "Sam" said…
you can do it ~
No need worry.
Don't know ... slowly can learn.

I also don't like gambling and drink beer.
Because the beer taste not nice.

Gambling like smoking .... will crazy on it.
I also don't like smoking.
Keep in healthy that my happy and healthy secret !!
hehe !!
Rachael said…
Cooking and cleaning will naturally come to you. :) Don't worry. I'm not sure about the part time job, though. You could take some time off from first year so that you can see whether your workload is too heavy before deciding. There are always holidays for that.
JayAl said…
Cute pictures, awsome blog!

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