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I will do what I must.

Recently, since I started college, I am much more hardworking. I'm no longer that slob in high school.

For the first time in my life, I care about what I'm studying. I pay attention in class, attend all my class & complete the work that I need to complete. (I'm trying to find time to study though. My schedule is quite full.)

Of course, I relax too and have fun at times but... when it's time to work, I will work hard.

Why am I trying so hard?
Because if I fail now, my dreams of studying overseas, my dreams of being someone successful will all be crushed.
And I do not want to crush my own dreams.

My future is at stake, right now. I won't let myself fall (not if I can help it.)

I want to do my best. I want to see how far I can go. I want a bright future.

SO I'll do what I must. If that means studying, then, that's what I'll do.

This is my life.

"To achieve what you have never achieved, you have to do what you have never done before."


Happy "Sam" said…
You can do it !!
I belief you !!

Nothings can stop you !!
Dare to dream !!
Only can get it !!

Take action on it !!
No action 100% fail and nothings happen !!
Got action not 100% success but at least got try !!!

Yahoo !!

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