I guess everyone has a fear. And right now, I really fear falling.
I'm close to my goal and I can feel it in my hands yet, I also know that I can lose it at any time.
I'm afraid of losing it, I suppose. I would hate to lose it even after so much work.
I know the taste of defeat, and trust me, it's not sweet at all. It is one of the most bitter things I have ever tasted.
I wonder to myself often, can I work hard continuously and consistently to achieve this goal? This goal will be lost the moment I lose focus....but can I keep that focus on ALL the time? That makes me really afraid.
After all, I'm only human and sometimes, I do need a break.