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Cambridge A levels.

This is gonna be a really long post. Don't say I didn't warn you. *cheeky smile*

Well, my A level will come to an end in a few more months. Honestly, this course has been a very interesting course.

A level is a pressure cooker where you are under constant stress and there's not much breathing space.
Frankly, it's like all Pre-University courses, it's tough. Trust me, if you survive Pre-U, you'll be able to survive anything. Yes, it's that bad.

But the thing is, I have learnt and experienced so much in this past year. I have even seen parts of myself that I have never seen before.

In that sense, A levels taught me so much. It tortures me, true enough but out of every storm, I learn something. I see things in better clarity now.

As much as I have learnt, I realized that there are many things that I need to learn and need to improve on myself.

I promise myself to continue learning.

In A levels, I have laughed the loudest, cried the hardest, hurt the most, have irritating frustration, paralyzing fear and also found blissful peace.

I can be laughing one minute and then, being completely angry next.

Sure, I sound psychotic but you know what, at least, I feel. At least, I'm alive.

So, as crazy Cambridge A levels is, I would like to thank it for helping me learn so much about me and life.

I would also like to thank my family for being so kind and supportive during my most craziest, angriest and annoying moments.

And to everyone who's taking A levels, I wish you all the best and just keep holding on (have hope). You never know what is going to happen. 

And remember, life is a journey~! Enjoy it~!


Happy "Sam" said…

Yahoo !!
You can do !!

let rock it !~!
文儀 said…
wel, this is not too long n im learn we learn sumthg at least.

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