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The leap.

Right now, there's nothing I can do but wait.
I have applied to the universities. But whether or not I get in or get a scholarship will depend on my A-level results. 

I have taken a leap of faith.

But whether or not, I reach the other side safely. That I really don't know. 

I don't know if my leap is enough. I may fall mid-way. Or I might actually make it.

But it's driving me crazy right now because I don't know what's going to happen yet. I need to learn to be patient. 

However, I am skeptic so I have a feeling that I will just fall.

But no matter what actually happens, I know that I will be proud that I took the leap and that I tried.

Just like that, one and a half years have gone by.

My A-levels has just ended. Yesterday.

It feels rather surreal. It feels like time flies. It only felt like yesterday that I entered A-levels, wishing that it was over. And now, it's really over.

Endings. It's always bittersweet. 

I'm really glad that the exams are over but I'm sad that all the experiences end here. I know that I will treasure those moments. Most of all, I know that I will miss those moments and the friends there. I do hope that our friendship will only continue to grow.

So much things have happened even if it's only a short time. Happiness, sadness, despair, hope, pain and fear.

When I look back, I can see how much I have grown and everyone else too. When we started, we were but young naive teenagers. But now, we are slightly more mature and wiser. Growing into young adults. 

A-levels. It was torture but in this torture, we learnt so much.

Frankly, I still can't really accept that A-levels has ended. My brain still can't comprehend it. 

The ending…