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Another year wiser.




Well, I just turned twenty.

Yes, I'm old. Sighs. 

Anyhow, it was quite nice as I celebrated with friends.



They gave me pretty amazing presents. Chocolates, Starbucks card and food (Japanese food).
So yea, I'm thankful.

Thank you.

It's nice to celebrate with friends. 
Because in a way, it reminds me that I'm not alone. That I have friends that cares.

It's sweet and I'm really thankful.

Too bad, I don't have any pictures to show the celebration.

But I have to say, they were pretty amazing because I was sincerely surprised and shocked. I mean, I didn't even know it was for my birthday. 
So yea, it's a real surprise birthday party. 
I was really surprised.

So once again, thank you.

Thank you to anyone who has been my friend.

Thank you to anyone who wished me Happy Birthday.




Even though, I'm 20 years old. I don't feel older or anything. I still feel like me.

I guess, to me, getting older means improving yourself while retaining the true you.
So yes, I still behave like a five year old.

Just so you know, my parents bought me a teddy bear for my birthday because I been complaining about how my mother threw out all my toys without asking for my permission.

So yea.

Anyhow, growing older feels the same to me. Like, I'm still me. Not older or younger. Just time ticking.
But then again, age is just a number. 

It's what kind of meaning you put to that number that matters.
And I choose not to put a meaning.
I choose to just be me.

Comments

文儀 said…
It's no more easy to be ourselves any more while our age keep increasing. Happy Birthday and thx for allowing me not be alone.
Happy "Sam" said…
Happy birthday to you ~
hehe ~

You are 20 ~
Going to 21 ~
^_^

My nice story is take from internet~
I love to see story about thank, parents, friends ~

It let me remind myself~
What i am doing ~
hehe ~

Hui Min said…
*wanna see your teddy bear* glad that you had nice celebrations XD

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