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Well, life is full of up and down. Even in one week.

Before my school started, I went on a one day trip to a hill where there is a japanese garden and a french themed place.

I had a nice lunch. YUM.

So, this really motivated me.

And it reminded that this is my life. I can achieve anything I want. Yes, things may not be great now but that doesn't mean that they are impossible.
I can do this.
I can do all the things I want.
I don't have to wait for the right moment because there isn't one.
I can do this now.

Since this is my life, I have to live it. I have to live it to the fullest.

Then, university started.

Things got rough because there were long lectures, difficult things that needed understanding and thick textbooks that require reading.

And it is frustrating because it feels like there isn't enough time in the world.

I got scared.
What if I can't do this?

But then, I stop myself right there.

This is what I wanted. I will have to just have to deal with it and learn to love it.

University life isn't easy. That is the truth.
Those who said it was fun are lying because it's actually tough.

But it's not impossible.

So life is just interesting for me right now. Tough and motivating all at the same time.


Happy "Sam" said…
hehe !!
YEah !!

Life got up and down !!
Got black and colourfull !!

Enjoy it !!
Remember must take care !!

Now haze is coming!!
Oh my god !!!

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