I just want to live. I just want to be happy.
I just want to do everything so that I don't regret anything ever.
But I can't.
I can't do everything.
It's simply not possible.
Well, that's how I feel currently anyway.
I feel extremely tired and frustrated.
This two weeks were suppose to be a holiday for me but they were the worse holiday ever.
I still had Sociology classes on Monday & Tuesday. So that took up a lot of time and energy.
I wanted to write but I couldn't come up with anything good.
I wanted to watch anime but time just feels wasted.
I wanted to relax but my mind is pacing everywhere.
I wanted to read but my mind couldn't enter the worlds.
I wanted to study but I feel so tired.
I wanted to exercise but my body felt heavy.
I wanted to eat but I felt fat.
I did these things in bits and pieces. And so, it felt unproductive and a waste of time.
I have only felt frustrated lately.
It's sad, really.
I just want to live. Is that so hard?
And it doesn't help that after reading and watching THE GREAT GATSBY.
I feel absolutely depressed. This book and movie, just made me so sad.
It's a good book and movie. But it's sad and it has a way of corroding you.