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How you choose to read that really depends on you.

It could be read as Impossible or I'm possible.

I chose to study Economics and Management in a really, really good university. One of the best actually. And since it's the best, obviously, it's going to be really, really hard.

My coursemates and I were discussing on how hard this course was going to be. 
We heard rumors from our lecturers and seniors that, if there was 40 students in year 1. There will only be 20 students in year 2. And by the time of our graduation, only 5 will remain.
That is how hard it will be.

Not only that, I heard that it is very, very hard to do well in this course. So, you may only get a normal degree that shows that you just passed your degree.

However, if you dropped out and went to another university.  An easier, kinder university, you can get the first class honours (the best degree) very easily.

What they are trying to say is, because it's so hard, you may just barely pass in this university. But if you quit and go to another university, it'll be easier and you can get a first class degree.

But of course, if you do well in this course for this university, you will gain a prestigious degree from the best universities in the whole world.
But if you don't do well, then you will only gain a normal degree.
And the chances of not doing well is higher than doing well. That's what they said, anyway.

So when a coursemate asked if I want to quit, it shocked me.

I decided to take Economics and Management. It suits me. I like this course. And this is one of the best universities in the world. Most of all, I am not a coward.

Yes, it's going to be hard. I never denied that.
So, the only solution is to work hard. To work really hard and really smart. 

After all, this is a gamble for my future. 
But, we all know that, the higher the risk, the sweeter the rewards are.
Yes, the risk is high. 
But I am going to fight for it. I am going to do my best.

After all, I fought in my A-levels before.
Therefore, I can still fight again now.

So yes, I am going to this.
I am going to finish this degree in 3 years time, flat.
And I am going to get a first class honours.

Just you wait and see.


Happy "Sam" said…
Yes !!
No problem for you !!
I belief that !!
You can do it !!!

The higher the risk, the sweeter the rewards are !!

Important don't quit when facing problem !!
All can solve !!
Success is hard !!

You already step out the first step !!
Mind set !!
Want !!
Yes !!

文儀 said…
this is what they said to me. I knew it on this friday. The senior told me that's true.

And I have the same thought as you now when I heard he said he fact to me.

Good luck to both of us.

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