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April and Life.


April is here.

It's the month of my birthday and for the longest time, I never quite liked that month. To me, it was just an ordinary month.

I would have preferred it if my birthday was in May. I completely love that month.

However, it's only recently that begun to love April.
April is spring.
And spring means renewal and rejuvenation.
It's the start of something new.
It's the beginning of life.

And knowing that means a lot. It makes me appreciate April a lot more.

Anyhow, knowing that I will be reaching my birthday have really made me think.
I thought about life in general.
And I realized that life is a fluid interesting thing.
You have to let it go and just let it flow.

But that is my biggest issue.
I am still afraid.
I still want to control.

Funny thing is, in life, we have no control.
We just do what we can.
The rest, we let the universe handle it.
So, I just really need to learn to trust it.

Comments

Happy "Sam" said…
Happy birthday to you first !!
hehe !!

My baby just born at 31 march 2014
happy !!!

She born on night 10.00 +++.
If mid night,
She is born on april fool !!
hehe !!

Enjoy the april !!
For me challeger is coming !!
That is life !!

Aiyaya !!
Baby crying again !!
JchelzAerides said…
April is a fabulous month. I wonder why you not like it. It feels like a month of beginning (literally) to me. Since most college term begins in April/ May ^^

Have a great day and I'm counting down to the end of this month. (You'll be free ^^ Yay~)

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