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Summer, I suppose?

Sorry for the hiatus. I had exams and so, I had to stop blogging for a while to focus on that.
The exams came and it ended.
With the exams ending, it means that my summer break has began.
My summer break is three months long.

Before my exams started, summer break was this golden prize that I wanted so much. 
I had so much ideas and expectations for summer. 
I felt that this would be one hell of a summer. 
The best time of my life.

But now that it's really here, it doesn't feel like a golden prize.
Instead, it feels like a dead insect.
I don't quite know how to explain.
I want to have the time of life.
But it's not happening.

But then again, it's just the start of summer.
Who knows what will happen.

But I do have plans for summer and hopefully, I can tick them off my list one by one.
They are :

  • Writing
  • Reading
  • Travelling
  • Learning to cook
  • Learning to drive
  • Anime
  • Exercise
  • Relax
It's a simple and short list. 
But it's a list that I am happy with.

And so, let the summer began.

And hopefully, it'll be the time of my life.


Happy "Sam" said…
Yeah !!
At least you got the target !!
Where to go !!
hehe !!

No problem.
Life is full of surprise and unknown !!
Just walk along it !!

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