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Sometimes the limit is yourself.

I plan for this year to be great, wonderful and fabulous.

So, I am starting out with optimism. Loads of it.

Some days have been good, some days not so much.

But it's okay. Life is a journey and the most important thing is to continue moving on.

To be honest, I am changing some of my personal beliefs this year compared to last year.

I want to do well in my degree, so I have to feel and behave like someone who does well.

It's not that I haven't behaving like someone who wants to do well. I been studying hard and doing my best.
However, my emotions are constantly in a turmoil.

I am constantly afraid that I can't do it.
I am constantly doubting myself every time I hit a tough topic.
I am constantly going, I am not sure.
Point is, I don't see myself as a top student.

If anything, I just see myself as a struggling mediocre student who wants to do well.

And I need to stop.

I need to start believing myself.

I need to stop panicking and doubting and being afraid every time I hit a tough topic.
I need to just breathe and keep moving forward.
I need to stop whining.

So yea.

Sometimes, the reason why you don't do well is because you don't see yourself doing well.
Well, I don't want that.
I want to do well
So I need to believe that I am a top student and to work hard.


Happy "Sam" said…
Life is a journey !!
Keep move forward !!
Future all in our hand !!
Go go go !!

We all are unlimited !!
Just our self stop it !!
Nothings can stop us if we want !!
I want !!
I want !!


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