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In a way, my holiday is ending.

Well, it's not because my school is starting. But it's because I have internship and internship is working.

During our school period, a few of my classmates started planning for their three months break. A few of them were talking about internships and honestly, it wasn't a bad idea. 
There were also other things that was being thrown around such as travelling and summer schools. All of which aren't bad at all.

I was really torn between summer schools and internships. Sadly, summer schools was way too expensive so instantly, I had to choose internships.

I thought an internship would look good on my resume. 

I applied to big firms and I got rejected by a few of them while some of my classmates got accepted. It kinda sucks getting rejected but I suppose that is apart of life. 

I should be used to rejections by now but it still hurts.

But luckily for me, my dad knows people who owns small accounting firms so I ended up getting an internship anyway.

Funny thing is, now that my internship comes closer, I feel quite reluctant. I don't really want to work. 
I still want to enjoy my summer. I want the wind in my hair and a day out in the sun. I just wanna have fun. Even if it means just staying in my house and doing nothing. 

But since I have to do this internship, I would do it.

But I made up my mind that next year, my last summer break, I am definitely gonna enjoy all three months of it to the last drop.

I enjoyed my summer break in my first year even if I didn't really go anywhere. I really used that time to reenergize. I met up with friends and catch up. I ate good food. I slept well. I indulged in books and anime. I even wrote. I had loads of fun.
Eventhough I know that those activities won't be nice on my resume but the point is, I thoroughly enjoyed myself in that three months.

But funnily enough, last year, I asked myself if I should be productive in my next summer break. Well, here I am, going to be productive. And I am somewhat wishing that I don't have to. hahaha.

Oh well.

But I will do my best in my internship and just try to have fun.

I did say that this will be an awesome summer and I intend to make this come true.


文儀 said…
U should have fun in your internship
Happy "Sam" said…

Internship is part of the experience in life.
Is really not easy !!
But after frinish study.
We need to work like that .... to old.

Is a great idea to rest,enjoy,play 3 month !!
because after work .... then not easy to take leave and enjoy.
Really need management it nice then can enjoy.

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