Skip to main content


In a way, my holiday is ending.

Well, it's not because my school is starting. But it's because I have internship and internship is working.

During our school period, a few of my classmates started planning for their three months break. A few of them were talking about internships and honestly, it wasn't a bad idea. 
There were also other things that was being thrown around such as travelling and summer schools. All of which aren't bad at all.

I was really torn between summer schools and internships. Sadly, summer schools was way too expensive so instantly, I had to choose internships.

I thought an internship would look good on my resume. 

I applied to big firms and I got rejected by a few of them while some of my classmates got accepted. It kinda sucks getting rejected but I suppose that is apart of life. 

I should be used to rejections by now but it still hurts.

But luckily for me, my dad knows people who owns small accounting firms so I ended up getting an internship anyway.

Funny thing is, now that my internship comes closer, I feel quite reluctant. I don't really want to work. 
I still want to enjoy my summer. I want the wind in my hair and a day out in the sun. I just wanna have fun. Even if it means just staying in my house and doing nothing. 

But since I have to do this internship, I would do it.

But I made up my mind that next year, my last summer break, I am definitely gonna enjoy all three months of it to the last drop.

I enjoyed my summer break in my first year even if I didn't really go anywhere. I really used that time to reenergize. I met up with friends and catch up. I ate good food. I slept well. I indulged in books and anime. I even wrote. I had loads of fun.
Eventhough I know that those activities won't be nice on my resume but the point is, I thoroughly enjoyed myself in that three months.

But funnily enough, last year, I asked myself if I should be productive in my next summer break. Well, here I am, going to be productive. And I am somewhat wishing that I don't have to. hahaha.

Oh well.

But I will do my best in my internship and just try to have fun.

I did say that this will be an awesome summer and I intend to make this come true.


文儀 said…
U should have fun in your internship
Happy "Sam" said…

Internship is part of the experience in life.
Is really not easy !!
But after frinish study.
We need to work like that .... to old.

Is a great idea to rest,enjoy,play 3 month !!
because after work .... then not easy to take leave and enjoy.
Really need management it nice then can enjoy.

Popular posts from this blog

Much Ado About Our Healthcare

During this week, something terrible but hilarious when you looked back, happened to me.

It was a normal Monday morning. It was close to the end of the month, so I was awaiting for my salary to come in. I was just trying to just hold on till the end of the month. Typical monday. Nothing eventful yet.

Then, it was lunchtime.
I went to lunch with my colleagues.
I ordered myself a lovely nasi kukus with ikan keli. That means steamed rice with catfish for those of you who don't read malay. 

One of my colleague often order this and it always looked good so I decided to give it a try.

Bad mistake.

I ended up having a fishbone stuck in my throat. When you think of it, it's pretty silly. But it scared the living daylights out of me at that moment. I tried swallowing rice to push the fishbone down but after half a bowl later, I found it to be not working.

I heard from my dad when I was younger that, if a fishbone get stuck in your throat, you had to do an operation. And that only fueled my fea…

An open letter to the scared and confused dreamers.

This is a letter for myself. But this is also a letter for those who find themselves in the same place as I am.

I'm going to admit that life is different from what I initially thought when I was younger.

When I was younger, I assumed that by now, I would have reached or be somewhat close to the life of my dreams.

But now that I reach this point, I realised that I was wrong. I did not take into account that tertiary education took years. Personally, I don't regret my tertiary education because I did enjoy it. Yes, it was insane and difficult but it was fun and I met amazing people there.

It's been a year since my graduation and I find myself being frustrated. I felt disappointed in myself because no, I don't have my own apartment and no, I'm not rocking that cool ass job that I always  dreamed of. But no, I don't hate my job either. In that sense, I'm fortunate I suppose. But I feel that it may not be the kind of thing that I want to do.

However, for me, to get t…

Alter ego, SUIT UP!!

Man, it feels odd to have people believe in you at the very moment you do not trust yourself. It feels odd to hear people's praises of you when you're feeling incapable. So I guess, it's time for one of my many alter ego to suit up if I wanna win that debate competition!!

Like any other person, I have many alter ego's...and I'm gonna list most of them today.

Ms Drama Queen
Likes :Attention and spotlight. She's a diva.
Dislikes :People stealing her spotlight or not getting her spotlight.
She is : A real drama queen. She whines & complains alot though. She thinks that the world revolves around her.
Can't handle :Ms Productive

Ms Arrogant
Likes : Winning, winning and winning.
Dislikes : Losing and losers.
She is : A real mean arrogant person. She really doesn't care about the other people. She thinks she is the best. Mostly, she thinks that her opponents aren't even her equal unless they have proven otherwise. Even then, she still thinks she is better than …