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Grateful for everything.


I been thinking about my life alot and how things are so different are.

I won't lie. Of course, I do miss my past every once in a while. I miss how carefree things were and maybe how my friends seemed more supportive because at that time, we were all free and we are just up in each other faces. So it was nice to have people to share things with.

At first, I felt a little lonely because I felt that I didn't really have anyone to share certain things. 
That was how I started to miss things.

But then again, as time passes by, things changed a bit.

I realized that I did have good friends. And honestly, I am grateful for them. This lead me to think about my life. 
In that moment, I begin to realize how good my life. So, I feel extremely grateful.

I'm having the time of my life. Learning things I love. Discovering new experiences. Hanging out with friends that I love their company.
Everything is good.

My life is only beginning and so much can happen from here on.

I know life is going to get harder because once I decide my career or figure what I need to do, it'll be hard because there will be priorities and time will be tight.

So yea.

Not everyone gets a front row seat to my life. But to those who do, they may be the unconventional bunch to get a front row seat, but I value them tremendously.

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Happy "Sam" said…
Grateful for everything !!

Yeah !!
We have to cherish what we got.

For you,

珍惜才会拥有,
感恩才会天长地久 !

Thank god what we got.
^_^

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