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Judgement day is coming.


My result day is coming, hence, judgement day is coming.

I go to a very interesting university where we have one semesters a year and it's all exam based. So each subject has an exam. And that one exam decides our grades for the year.

So, the results are coming out.

To all my classmates and myself, this is a big deal.
The day where it tells you what your hardwork is worth for the entire year.

I find my university system to be pretty rough on us. 
Because we do so much work and it is not graded or seen by the system.
All that matters is how well we do for that one exam. 
In that sense, it's rather stressful.

That one day matters. It's everything. When one day becomes the basis for the hardwork for a year, it gets pretty heavy. It's like all the pressure is on one day. You feel it and you feel it hard.

And now with the results coming out, I'm sure many of my classmates are just as nervous as I am. I'm sure some even foresee their failure in some papers.

But for me, this year, eventhough I'm nervous, I'm trying to take it cool. 
I did what I can do and that was all I can do.
Whatever will be, will be.

So we'll just see what happens.
Of course, I will hope for the best.

But if I don't do so well, I'd probably be upset for a while.
But if I do well, I'd probably be celebrating.

But do know this, both triumph and failure are two sides of the same coin.

Anyway, all the best to anyone with exams or results coming out~~!

Comments

Happy "Sam" said…
I am going to master !!
hehe !!
Thank you !

I study in "Executive master in lean management" at Vinayaka missions international university college
Yeah !!

Yeah !!
No need worry !!
You can do it !!
You must be happy ya !!

A your hard work that your result come out !!

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