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Judgement Day is here.

So judgement day came.
And honestly, I surrounded myself with my fellow classmates for they are my fellow comrades in this battle.
Yes, I treat my exams like it's a battle, somewhat.

As all battles, you hear news of those who came out of it unscathed and those who don't. And my heart rejoices who came out on top and my heart goes out to those who didn't.

I wanted to surround myself with my classmates and other people who are in the same university because only they truly understand what we are going through.

Because many people would be like, oh, it's just result day. Why are you so nervous?
I literally shook as I was typing my registration number to get my results. That was how nervous I was.

Some people don't understand the implication of staring at results that summarize one year of hard work.
It's heavy.
Because it's like, all the pressure is compressed to one point.

It's like a sword of Damocles hanging. It either collapses on you if you do badly or disappears if you do well.

Anyway, how are my results?
Well, it was okay.
What matters is, I get to go to year 3.
So now, I have to focus on my next step which is, what subjects should I take. hahaha


Happy "Sam" said…
Yeah !!

Year 3 !!
Don't worry !!
You can do it !!

I almost 10 years not study !!
Now study master !!
hehe !!

Let add oil together !!

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