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I don't really have much to say.

University started.
And so, just like that, my life is in full swing again.

Starting to study again after a long break is a little tough.
Because you are totally out of shape and out of the groove.
And the only way to get into shape and in the groove is to forcefully keep studying and forcing yourself to focus.

Eventually, you will get into that groove.
But for now, I can say that I'm not really into the studying mood yet but yet, I force myself to study because I have to.

Anyway, the thought of my career have entered my mind quite a few times. So I thought hard about what I wanted to do after I want.

At first, I was afraid.
What do I do?
What can I do?
What am I good at?
What do I want?

So many questions. No answers. 

But then the more I went further into what my career should be, the more I realize one thing. I can literally do whatever I want. The world is my stage and I'll play it as much and as hard as I can.

And just like that, I stopped worrying. 

Things will work out in the end. So yea.

I just need to do my best, like I always have. That is what matters. 


Happy "Sam" said…
Great !!
Use google translate !!
Nice story !!

We all young before.
We learn and grow.
You are smart already !!!

University started.
Happy "Sam" said…
Ops ... I click wrong .. so fast post already !!
haha !!

You are smart already !!
Buy second hand Iphone !!
At least got and experience before ya !!
hehe !!

Slowly come out and work then you can learn to do account that you spend and keep.

University started.
Aiyaya !!
To relax at holiday then need start study !!
hehe !!
Don't worry !!
Today not great !!
Tomorrow is a good days !!

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