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Everything is wonderful.

Everything is finally falling into place.
Things are finally making sense.

Every pain, every tear and every sadness I ever had is starting to make sense.

All those time when I sad, but I just continued with my life, with a hope that slowly everything will pay off and everything will make sense one day. 
And now, it's happening.

I'm not saying that my life is completely perfect.
It's not.

But I am happy.
I am looking at my life and I am liking where I am.
I am liking everything about my life so far.

Funny thing is, all this will change soon because I will graduate soon.
So everything will change.

Why am I saying that everything makes sense?
I guess I am being rewarded for my patience, pain and faith all this time.

Almost every single aspect of my life is good right now. 
Except for one.
My physical body.
Well, that's nothing much. I just need to start working out and eating right.
So I wish the haze would go away so that I can start working out.

I haven't felt so free in a long long time.
And for the first time in years, I feel free.

All this time, I been working towards this self that I want to be.
That confident happy successful person.
And now, I am actually slowly getting there.
So I am proud of myself.

But this is not the end of the road.
I have so much more to go.
So much more to improve.
There is always room for improvement and I will keep moving forward.

So yea.
Overall, I feel pretty good. I hope you do too!


文儀 said…
I don't feel that I'm a successful person yet,I don't know how to term generally I hope the haze to go away and stay healthy as well as hoping my studies on track.

Mostly everythg is fine nw,I hope my eyesight can improve.
Happy "Sam" said…
Yeah !!
Finally i online !!
More that 3 week i no online due to working !!
Busy like bee !!

There is always room for improvement !!
Yes !!
We can do it !!
Thank for sharing a nice things !!

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