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It's that time of the year again.


Yup. It's that time for that time of the year again. 
Time for what?
Time to reflect on all that has happened in this year.

To be honest, this has been one of the best years in my life.

So many of dreams came true one by one in this year alone.

  • Travelling overseas
  • Owning an Iphone
  • Getting together with someone
  • Getting over a long time self esteem issue

Those just a few of the good things that happened this year.

Truly, I have never been so happy. 
Happy because my life is slowly turning out to be what I want it to be.
Happy because I can finally look at my life and go, this is my life and this is exactly how I like it.

For the longest time, I always had expectations of how my life would turn out.
And I was always so scared that I would screw up my own life.
It is only recently that I let go all of that fear. 
And now slowly, my life is just falling into place, one by one.

I guess getting rid of expectations is the first step. To accept your life. To wake up and say, I'm grateful for everything. To have a zest for life. 

And of course, my life is changing. It's constantly changing. 

I just hope that things can only keep getting better from here on. 
I do know it's not possible to only keep getting good things. But that's not what I mean.

What I mean is, even despite of all the bad stuff, I hope I'm still living the life that I'm proud and happy of. 
I want to be able to live the life of my dreams.

So yea.


Happy "Sam" said…
Happy to hear that.
Yeah !!!

But life is full of up and down !!
Don't keep happy and excited for the good things !!

Prepare and ready for bad and challenger things !!
If come also will not so hurt ~

Lets prepare for 2016 !!
I am ready !!

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