Showing posts from March, 2016

My exercise story.

Exercise and I always have an interesting relationship.

In the past, I have worked out before the point where I had toned arm muscles and I was so proud of that. Then, I stopped working out and my toned arm muscles disappeared.

Ever since then, I occasionally wanted to get back into shape and worked out. 
Back in high school, I joined karate-do and their warm ups and activities were rather intense. I would sweat heavily and be very sore. It was every Friday.

Then, during Alevels, I truly focused on my studies and forgot about exercising. I just really wanted to focus on my studies and found exercising annoying. I felt that I could use the exercising time for more studies.

Soon my degree came. I only exercised occasionally when I felt like it. I did want to be more fit but my motivation was not always there. I felt that the reason my motivation isn't there is because I only felt like being fit when it suited my mood. Depending on mood means that you won't do it consistently.

The main…

Social media

A friend of mine was tagged in a post. In that post, it stated that she was in a relationship with this person. 
I wished her congratulations.

But somehow this made me think. 

There's nothing wrong with posting on social media. I'm myself post on social media often. (Especially twitter).

But it made me think though.

Am I in the generation or times where if it's not on social media or in pictures, it did not happen and hence, it's not real?

I been told before, if there's no pictures and you didn't post it online, it didn't happen.

But it did happen. 
So just because I didn't show the world, it didn't matter?

I dislike how I personally sometimes look to social media for validation. I'm still working on this. Hence, I don't always post but I still post occasionally. I'm trying to find a good balance.

I just don't like how we go, if it's not on social media, it didn't happen.

Look, not everything needs to be on social media.
Some things can …

Feelings from the past?

Before I start, I want to warn you that this is gonna be a long post filled with possible anger, rants and just emotions. So yea. Beware~!

Anyway, I was just thinking about the past again because someone mentioned a name from the past that I haven't heard in a long, long while.

So, that obviously brought me back to high school times because that was when it happened.

Like I said before in the past, I wasn't a fan of high school because I had some tough times there but to say that it was all bad is false. Because I did have good times. It's a bittersweet time. 

So I was just thinking about my ex-best friend. To be honest, for a while, I felt that I have moved on because I felt like I have forgiven her and it didn't hurt anymore when I thought of her.

And then, one day, she got tagged in a mutual friend's facebook post so she was on my facebook timeline. Looking at it, I felt somewhat hurt and attacked. Suddenly, I realise that maybe I haven't moved on. 

It was a weird…