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In need of a goal.

I definitely need a new goal
I know this is my holiday. My last holiday because if all goes well, I graduate.
I should be enjoying this last holiday.

Unfortunately, I am not.
It's odd.
I'm just not doing anything except coming online every day or going out with friends occasionally.

So I need a goal. To do something.
Or else, I will remain really bored for a really really long time.

I think I will make a list of what I want to do so that I can have a rough idea of what I want to do.

To do list for the holidays.

  • Write
  • Read
  • Learn to cook or bake
  • Learn to drive again

Right now, this is all I have in the list. I haven't done any of them yet but I think I should start soon. So yea. Let's have fun since this is my last holiday and all.


Happy "Sam" said…
Yeah !!
Must got goad !!
Plan what to do !!
Find jobs or travel enjoy first !
hehe !!

Thank for the sharing and comments.
Local Malaysia travel also a lot nice place.
Lets together healthy and happy !!
文儀 said…
I'm supposed to start studying clp by myself.

But I feel so worry times 100000 of my future career.

Everyone have got intern job way before their third year.they have reference letters,experiences and they know what they want.

I'm not even sure about taking clp or master or something else.

I can rmb roads and to people of my age drive everyway.

I feel that finish of llb doesn't seem like a relaxation to's so weird and so different from my expectations.

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