The tales of carmensakura07

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74609955561674085572012-01-27T04:12:04.962-08:00The tales of carmensakura07carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.comBlogger1671100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-36245439517672755432012-01-26T04:01:00.000-08:002012-01-26T04:01:43.500-08:00I don't know what to name this.

I watched a few anime and it got me thinking. Ano hi mita durarara! Baccano! From the anime, it showed that everyone has a secret. Frankly, I'm not surprised. However, it is another thing that got me thinking. Change going down the drain. What do I mean? I watched Ano hi mita and it showed me that when you meet someone of your past, all the change that you have been working on just

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-54163279996411219382012-01-19T01:59:00.000-08:002012-01-19T02:01:53.460-08:00Growing up and change?

You will be 19 this year. Well, that scared the shit out of me. WHY? Well, it proved that everything is changing and I am growing up. It also made me wonder, how the hell did time just pass so fast? Change. Growing up. Suddenly, a part of me was afraid. Afraid of change and growing up. I just wanted to stay young. I wanted the past again. I wanted to be in high school and laughing away

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-52730144692538500662012-01-12T02:23:00.000-08:002012-01-12T02:23:38.664-08:00A rant.

The weather is getting pretty hot so I decided to cut my hair. And it turned out quite horrible. Ugh. Right now, my hair is so short that I need to use a clip to clip up the fringe or else I'll look like some weird creature. From a cool bob punk hair style cut : My hair was something like this. To a cute-ish short hair style cut. My hair has to be clipped at the side now. I

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-52945157965966764752012-01-06T02:43:00.000-08:002012-01-06T02:44:42.216-08:00First Week of College.

The first week of college just passed and ugh.....it was terrible. It's just the first week and I'm feeling super stressed out because the pace is just way too fast. Maybe, the pace seems fast because I'm still used to the slow, relaxing holiday pace. Well, the holidays is over. Looks like I have to buck up and work hard. I have to keep up with the pace or better, I

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-42305285336382513502011-12-29T21:32:00.000-08:002011-12-29T21:33:28.137-08:00Time to welcome the new year.

Another year is over and now, a new year is here to replaces it. Surprisingly, this year passed very quickly for me. 2011 has been a pretty good year to me. Nothing bad but nothing great either. Anyhow, I do hope that 2012 would be a good year and the year where the world doesn't ends. I really do hope the Mayans were wrong. Time to welcome the new year and to think of new year resolutions~~

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-86928278246506043582011-12-22T23:27:00.000-08:002011-12-23T00:12:10.416-08:00Anime Convention and cosplay

Last Sunday, I finally attended an Anime Convention. I always said that I wanted to go...and I missed it last year so I went this year~!! It is a 2 day convention. However, I only went on the second day which was a Sunday. Surprisingly, there was A LOT of people. It was really overwhelming. There were just so many people and things to see. And since it is my first time

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-65122365492737248522011-12-15T15:55:00.000-08:002011-12-15T15:55:14.898-08:00Baking Day~!

Ok, usually I don't bake or cook. It's not my thing. However, yesterday I had a baking day with my sister and my buddy~! My parents bought an oven so yea. We just had to use it. I never had an oven until now. So even if we wanted to bake, we couldn't. But now, WE CAN~! Why my parents never bought an oven? Well, we never thought we need it and true enough, we didn't. My family aren't very

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-651041714008926192011-12-09T00:34:00.001-08:002011-12-09T01:08:41.603-08:00Letters Vs Emails

Christmas is coming. Obviously, I'm in a Christmas mood~! For some reason, I feel like mailing my friends Christmas Cards. Maybe, it's my Christmas spirit talking or it's the Christmas mood? So, for the last few days, I've been searching for my friends addresses. I lost my contact book....That means, I have to text, facebook or call my friends up for their addresses. I know that

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-17174666481178234262011-12-01T18:37:00.001-08:002011-12-01T19:01:37.037-08:00December.

Well, December has arrived. It's the last month of the year 2011. Let's just appreciate this month and enjoy it~! How fast time flies. Only a few months ago, it was January. Now, it's December. I don't really have much to say except that I wish I had more time and money. But then again, who doesn't. So yea. Anyhow, I'm currently just enjoying my holidays doing absolutely NOTHING~! (

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-74134381361116582992011-11-24T23:04:00.001-08:002011-11-24T23:39:36.234-08:00Parents-Lecture Day.

Last Saturday, a dreaded day came. It's called, Parents-Lecture Day. It's a lovely day where your parents and lecturers meet to discuss how their child is doing. My parents were excited to meet my lecturers. Point is, they want to see if I am doing well. Surprisingly, most of the lecturers said that I was an alright kid. You know, the usual normal kid who doesn't causes too much trouble. My

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-70435318167216667132011-11-17T21:25:00.001-08:002011-11-17T23:16:10.823-08:00My life has been taken over...by writing.

Currently, I am doing the nanowrimo thing. And omg, it has taken over my life. Right now, all I can think about is my writing. I'm obsessed. Thank god, the holidays have started...or else. I seriously wonder how I will manage school. It's hard to pay attention in class when your mind is somewhere else. Thankfully, the examination is over so the paces of the class were moving very slowly.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-80270727549929098832011-11-11T02:49:00.000-08:002011-11-11T02:49:45.735-08:00Books.

Since my final year exam is over, my stress level has really been reduced. I'm so much more relaxed now. Anyhow, I feel bored. So currently, I'm having my reading mood on~! I would love to read so many books that I haven't read yet but always wanted to read. So here's a list : -The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo series by Stieg Larsson -Hunger Games series by Suzanne Collins -Leviathan series

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-51237292482790829542011-11-04T02:39:00.000-07:002011-11-04T02:39:56.788-07:00Crazy week.

This week, I had my year end exam. It was quite stressful and crazy. To top it off, each day of my exam had its own horror story. 1st day General Paper and Law Paper. On this day, I went to school early, thinking that if I'm early, I can slowly relax and take my time to have a great delicious breakfast in the canteen. Then, go for my exam without any rush. Sadly, my stomach didn't agree

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-43576695211476344772011-10-28T02:17:00.000-07:002011-10-28T02:17:05.698-07:00Fear.

I guess everyone has a fear. And right now, I really fear falling. I'm close to my goal and I can feel it in my hands yet, I also know that I can lose it at any time. I'm afraid of losing it, I suppose. I would hate to lose it even after so much work. I know the taste of defeat, and trust me, it's not sweet at all. It is one of the most bitter things I have ever tasted. I wonder to

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-67118205884817025742011-10-21T02:48:00.000-07:002011-10-21T02:49:36.322-07:00Final year exam....

My final year exam is on the first week of November. It's a little stressful. I mean, I feel like I'm ready but some days, I feel like I'm really not ready. And it doesn't help that time is so limited so....I hardly get any time to study. Ugh. Sigh. Hopefully I do well though.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-4435621764782784402011-10-15T20:47:00.000-07:002011-10-15T20:52:17.463-07:00Memories.

It's interesting how memories seem to fade after a while. Why do I say this? Well, I saw my classmate in the train yesterday and we talked about our life, then about high school. It's odd. I mean, it's only been about a year since I left high school and yet, the memories seem to disintegrate. I can't even remember some of my schoolmates name. Then, as we discussed, we realized that our

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-80828888611266471752011-10-07T04:04:00.000-07:002011-10-07T04:04:04.527-07:00Driving licence.

Finally, I got my driving licence. Whew~! So yea. I'm really glad.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-23383320568449738282011-10-07T03:59:00.000-07:002011-10-07T03:59:06.890-07:00Random poem

Fingerprints. A green box stood still, dusty and old, The girl opened it, with a silly smile. There were letters, from friends, family members and even strangers, containing well wishes & warmth. She continued to smile as she read, the girl has almost forgotten about all this little treasures, hidden in this little green box. A tear crept up, as she read letters, that reminded her of a

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-42121849890196948682011-09-29T19:01:00.000-07:002011-09-29T19:06:52.754-07:00hehehe

hey,I'm sorry that I didn't update my blog last week.I'm kinda busy nowadays.By the way, I joined a competition regarding stocks and shares.Everyone is given virtual money of $100,000 and is asked to trade. The person with the most profit wins.So I have been trying out the trial game, preparing for the real competition. AND OMG, it is seriously hard.ugh....I really wanna win that competition.But

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-80265694566447172802011-09-15T06:08:00.000-07:002011-09-15T06:22:33.547-07:00Ambivalence

conflicting emotions. Yea, that's what I'm feeling right now.My emotions are confusing me. I'm feeling happy, angry, sad and many other in a single moment. So in a way, I don't really know what I'm feeling.I hate it when my emotions are all mixed up.sigh.Anyway, since my emotions are overwhelming right now, my mind decided to turn off my emotions.So it's weird. I know my emotions are everywhere

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-19919951044330171522011-09-09T05:05:00.000-07:002011-09-09T06:10:41.959-07:00Meet my new babies~!

Ok, I didn't literally mean babies. I'm too young to have real babies. Anyway, that's not the point.The point is, I have a new story in my head currently. I haven't created a new story for quite a while now.It doesn't help that I have quite a few older stories that I haven't really completed. I'm still figuring out the character development so that it fits the plot.So yea. I actually forgotten

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-2945515038956513302011-09-02T18:40:00.000-07:002011-09-02T19:03:17.299-07:00It's a beautiful mind.

Finally, I understood what people meant when they say that your dreams is your subconscious trying to figure out your problem so that you can stop suffering. Usually, I don't understand this because my dreams are just so random and don't usually link to me at all. In my dreams, I am usually someone else or simply in another world. So yea, I don't get how our dreams work to save ourselves. But I

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-5786569303814972812011-08-26T07:25:00.000-07:002011-08-26T08:22:12.395-07:00Depression

I don't know why I'm talking about this today. Maybe it's because I've been reading some really depressing stuff. The story I'm reading is about a man who tried to kill himself thrice. And it's talking about why did he want to do it. When I read it, I just felt for him. I mean, I understood him and why he wanted to do it. Depression is not just sadness. It's more than that. It's that

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-39047419036758602862011-08-19T04:12:00.000-07:002011-08-19T04:36:00.420-07:00Being motivated and staying motivated.

Well, I'm in college and I promised myself that I won't screw it up. I screwed up high school, I don't need to screw college up too. Plus, if I screw college up, I can definitely forget about going to university to get a degree. So currently, I've been working quite hard. I'm no longer really playing around like I used to in high school. But some days, I really really feel very lazy, bored and

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-3263231420821895752011-08-10T03:31:00.000-07:002011-08-10T04:00:12.339-07:00A poem : When I go

Why did I write this poem? Well, I listened to this song :And it made me feel sad and it also made me think. It made me wonder, if I do die, how would I want it to be, what would I have wanted to say.So since I can't write a song, I wrote a poem instead. A poem about how I would want it to be when I die. So yea, that song really inspired this poem of mine. I know it sounds a little dark and emo

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-44791437980665016202011-08-05T07:35:00.000-07:002011-08-05T07:46:07.926-07:00Widening the mind?

I'm in college and now, I realize that there's just so many different kinds of people out there. And it's just so interesting.I get to learn of other people's points of views and that's just so interesting.Sometimes, I still find it hard to understand their point of view but nonetheless, I respect it. Still, it's fun to hear and to learn.My mind feels like it's being widened and stretched.It's

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-24372234934855164432011-07-29T06:40:00.000-07:002011-07-29T07:12:07.836-07:00I'm a lucky girl.

Right now, college life is pretty fun and I feel really, really lucky.I mean, I found some pretty good nice people and I hang out with them a lot. We even have nicknames for each other.Yea, my list for nicknames are growing.1. Carms (Most of my friends call me this.)2. Ka-chan (few people call me this.)3. Mun Mun (My new nickname that my college mates give me. Weird, I know. But whatever. So yea

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-26147051517369259422011-07-22T07:22:00.001-07:002011-07-22T07:36:50.190-07:00I will do what I must.

Recently, since I started college, I am much more hardworking. I'm no longer that slob in high school.For the first time in my life, I care about what I'm studying. I pay attention in class, attend all my class & complete the work that I need to complete. (I'm trying to find time to study though. My schedule is quite full.)Of course, I relax too and have fun at times but... when it's time to work

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-18516454755967050892011-07-15T04:24:00.000-07:002011-07-15T04:52:19.067-07:00Harry Potter and the deathly hallows part 2.

Harry Potter and the deathly hallows part 2 is out and it's obvious that I'm going absolutely bananas over this.This is the last harry potter movie and that makes me really sad though. I mean, there is NO more harry potter movies after this year.It really is the end.Lucky me though, all my classes after 12pm is cancelled because lecturers have to go for a meeting.So, I rushed to the cinema with a

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-91057425062671493952011-07-08T07:18:00.000-07:002011-07-08T07:42:20.845-07:00Tests.

This week was just a week of tests.General Paper Test.It looks simple and sounds simple but it's not. Because this is general paper, the questions were general and you really didn't know what to study for. I mean, there was a question on the importance of technology to celebrities. And I was like, how am I suppose to answer that.Not only that, there's a little vocabulary section which tests our

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-61582455594135780902011-07-01T08:13:00.000-07:002011-07-01T08:31:29.848-07:00Accounts.

Oh god, I really do not like this subject. It's so complicated.My accounts gave an account assignment on depreciation. And damn, who knew there's so many things to remember when you do it.So yea. As I did it, I thought it was right but then when I check with another account lecturer, he said that it wasn't really accurate.AND it didn't help that he kept changing his answer every minute and I was

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-37904314290336072602011-06-24T06:17:00.000-07:002011-06-24T06:24:27.195-07:00I think I overdid it.

I thought I was fine. But actually now, I don't think so anymore.Mentally, I'm fine and alright.Physically, I'm not. My body been doing crazy things currently. Hopefully, it get's better in a week. If it doesn't, I'll go see a doctor.So yea, maybe.... I kinda overdid it.But oh well, that's life. It's all about pushing the boundaries. But then again, sometimes, there's lines that you must not

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-46110818499748269832011-06-18T22:28:00.000-07:002011-06-18T22:31:31.555-07:00Time is freaking gold.

Now, only I realise how important time is. And to me, right now, I don't have enough time for everything.sigh.I need to learn time management, fast.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-1088103648750519172011-06-07T02:40:00.000-07:002011-06-07T02:51:29.869-07:00Music is life.

Currently, I have been listening to alot of music while doing all my projects.I don't really have much to say except that MUSIC IS LIFE~!!

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-12595546214149083622011-06-03T00:45:00.000-07:002011-06-03T00:49:52.257-07:00Smile.

We should just all smile more often.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-8569358606134601842011-05-31T01:03:00.000-07:002011-05-31T01:51:05.060-07:00terrorism?

Currently, I'm doing research on terrorism for my law presentation. Trust me, I don't like this topic either. I would prefer doing famous people or death penalty.Anyway, so my group has to do a presentation about terrorism.So as I did my research, I realized that there was ALOT more to terrorism compared to what I know.Anyhow, then these lines in my research made me think,"Terrorism is a product

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-91978940906834929012011-05-28T00:17:00.000-07:002011-05-28T00:28:03.744-07:00Here it comes.

I just started college about a month ago. AND I'm so god damn busy.This is just gonna be a short post because I'm not really sure what to say.Anyway, life right now, is full of ups and downs.One minute, I'm the most happiest person around. Next minute, I feel like I want to die.So yea...You know, I really thought that once I hit 18, I'll just automatically be mature and etc.But now, I realize

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-29142061764710146352011-05-16T19:57:00.000-07:002011-05-16T20:24:23.389-07:00I want it all - but I can't have it all.

So currently, I'm in college.And OMG, there's just so many facilities and awesome programs going on there!!I want to join them ALL! But I can't currently.Well, I don't know if I can join them or not but I'm currently looking at my schedule and wondering how I should juggle them with my classes.I'm being overwhelmed.It's like a kid being in a candy shop and they are allowed to have any candy they

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-35631807683945002052011-05-04T21:54:00.000-07:002011-05-07T03:10:18.457-07:00First day in college,

So I just started college.How was my first day?It was actually quite long & tiring. I mean, I went there at 9.00am but I came home at 5.00pm. I was there the whole freaking day. So yea, I was tired.I'm actually quite amazed with this college.I'll be honest. I didn't want to go to this college but I had to because my parents preferred wanted me to come here because the prices here is more

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-41631637826972946932011-04-28T01:58:00.000-07:002011-04-28T02:42:07.029-07:00College starts next week.

That's a good and bad thing.Good thing is, COLLEGE IS FINALLY STARTING!!! I'm so excited!!!I excited for the new friends I'll make and all that kind of stuff.It's about time college starts, I'm really getting a little bored with staying at home and rotting all day with the internet. Not that the internet is boring but I'm just bored. So yea...Anyway, BAD THING is, NO MORE INTERNET, WATCHING ANIME

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-317828734105138432011-04-22T01:34:00.000-07:002011-04-22T02:52:58.009-07:00Addicted to Starbucks??

I know I should have taken a picture of it when it was still fresh but blah. I was too lazy. I only decided to take a picture of it later, when I'm almost finished.But this is should how it looked before I drank it. (took this pic from photobucket)Anyway, this is not coffee. I'm not really a coffee person. I like the coffee aroma...but not the taste. So yea.....So if that's not coffee, what's my

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-29450215893001750272011-04-14T01:10:00.000-07:002011-04-14T01:53:10.388-07:00Another year older, another year wiser.

My birthday recently passed.So yea, I'm another year older.Anyway,I hope I grow wiser as I grow older.This year, I promise myself to be a better person and to constantly grow at all times.I promise myself to be optimistic, to work hard and have fun.I hope I can achieve all my goals.May this be AN AWESOME YEAR~~!!!Anyway, I'll be starting college in May.So let's have FUN and learn lots of things~!

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-77550687670144194652011-04-05T21:55:00.000-07:002011-04-05T22:54:32.036-07:00My Chemical Romance

This is not gonna be some fangirl love rant. It's just something I want to say about MCR.People look at MCR and judge them. Then, they look at me & ask me why I love them or their music.People think that their music are very negative, dark and emo.True, their music isn't exactly the happiest thing but you know what, their music saved my life and many more MCR fans lives too.I don't know but when

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-87390813805865503412011-04-03T00:05:00.000-07:002011-04-03T00:21:36.384-07:00day 1 : favourite songs.

I'm going to do a posting challenge.....(is that what they're called?)Anyways, I saw this on someone's blog a LONG time ago and I always wanted to do it. So I decided to start today.So yea.Well, it's almost impossible to have ONLY one favourite song. So I'm gonna split it into categories. I'm not sure if that's possible but whatever. Anyway, these are my favourite songs currently.FAVOURITE PARODY

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-55678759134652402962011-03-31T18:07:00.000-07:002011-03-31T18:26:27.294-07:00random photoshoot~!

Today, I woke up early because I wanted to exercise.So I got ready and then, I realised the park near my house was close for who knows what reasons. It's like some stupid April Fool prank. And no, don't remind me that April Fool is here. Ugh.Yea, I was pissed. I mean, who wouldn't? You are prepared to go to the park and then, BAM, it's closed. So yea, I was pissed.But since I was already wide

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-37716184738915160542011-03-31T00:41:00.000-07:002011-03-31T01:39:49.360-07:00Time for college??

Well, I graduated from high school.So now what?College.Yea, college time.And so today, I went to a college to enroll myself.Hopefully, I can get into that college.Anyway, I'll be studying A'levels.WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!!!PS : Anyway, I just uploaded my story, World's Apart chapter 3. It's here or you can go my stories to see all my chaps.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-71837278802618678252011-03-29T18:46:00.001-07:002011-03-29T18:46:49.625-07:00R.I.P

May my grandpa rest in peace~!I hope he is in a better place now.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-50750797064049515542011-03-18T02:25:00.000-07:002011-03-18T03:36:51.779-07:00Pledging for a good cause and my future?

Well, after finding out about Japan's disaster. I decided to do something for a good cause.I wish I could donate but I don't have enough money. So if you have some cash to spare, I hope you can donate it to Japan. They really need our help.We're all humans and we should help each other out if anything happens.So I decided to sign a UN Girl up campaign pledge. I mean, I'm a girl and they are

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-45854766262765690452011-03-11T03:08:00.000-08:002011-03-11T03:14:11.045-08:00Uglies series

Reread the Uglies series by Scott Westerfeld~~!! LOVED IT! Awesome series!!! Think that everyone should read it! I mean, it’s a great series!! Anyway, beat my own reading record! Finished it in 5 days FLAT! Feel so proud of myself!! Love how this series makes so much sense! (PS, I think our world has a few things that is similar with the ‘Uglies series’ world. Face-rank, anyone? That’s like

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-77081062038690312042011-03-04T05:42:00.000-08:002011-03-04T06:41:48.090-08:00American Idol 10?

So what do you think of American Idol season 10?I found it surprisingly nice. Alot of talents this year. (I wonder where were they last year. I mean, season 9 was DRY and boring!)I like a lot of the contestants in season 10.I like this dude, Casey Abrams even since his auditions. I mean, he CAN really sing. I even gave him a nickname. I call him "Curly Hair Dude"I totally like this guy too, Paul

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-81386445050878585732011-02-25T06:50:00.000-08:002011-02-25T07:48:41.241-08:00What a week!!

This week has been quite busy and interesting.Last Sunday, I actually went to church & prayed. I mean, I haven't been to church a long time.I went with a bunch of friends.Anyway, like usual. Church isn't the most fun thing on earth but church made me think about stuff & god.But honestly, I feel quite relieved after praying for a very long time.Anyhow, it was quite a life-changing experience.It

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-59359531270885776782011-02-17T23:38:00.000-08:002011-02-18T03:06:18.987-08:00What's up?

This week has been quite an interesting week.First, my grandfather has been admitted to the hospital because of a heart attack. And until today, he is still in the hospital but I think he's doing fine. He's alright.Hopefully, he'll recover soon~!And secondly,my french classes are BECOMING very hard. I mean, wow, the grammar is killing me. Who knew french grammar was so crazy?!Anyway, other than

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-40697172378706972602011-02-11T00:06:00.000-08:002011-02-11T03:30:55.155-08:00I WANT TO CONQUER THE WORLD....MUAHAHA~!

Yes, you heard me right~! I wanna conquer the world. Anyway, that's just how I feel right now.This week, my emotions are pretty bipolar. One minute, I'm feeling happy.The next minute, I'm angry, frustrated or sad. ugh..the bipolarness. Crazy emotions.Anyway, earlier this week, I read this article by James Altrech who have better alternatives compared to college (or so he says or think) [the

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-66695885388017865842011-02-04T22:05:00.000-08:002011-02-11T03:31:55.364-08:00yea....

Family reunions. Ok, I don't exactly love it because I don't exactly like my relative. I don't think I am the only one who feels that way. And it also doesn't help that I'm not close to my relatives and I don't gamble during family reunions.Yes, my family loves to gamble when it comes to family reunions around this time of the year. UGH.Well, I don't gamble so usually, I will be bored.Why don't I

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-59084981910464083472011-01-30T18:15:00.000-08:002011-03-29T18:47:35.979-07:00Cosplaying Woes and Problems??!!

Things that people didn't tell you about cosplay.First, you have to choose a character to cosplay. This part isn't easy. I mean, there's SO many characters to choose from. Not only that, you have to consider your body size with character that you choose.Like for me, I'm a short person so that means all the tall anime characters are out of the picture for me.IT was slightly hard to choose for

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-52656057258592144082011-01-28T06:19:00.000-08:002011-01-28T06:31:06.362-08:00I dare to dream.

I never thought I would actually say this or even dream this.I want to go to Harvard UniversityAm I serious? Yes, I am.I know it's like the top university in the world and entrance is practically non-existent. Nonetheless, I still dream it and want to go there.What lead me to this crazy dream? Well, I was planning for my future, college and all that. Then, suddenly, it hit me that I should

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-74013784123926407672011-01-28T03:39:00.000-08:002011-02-11T01:16:00.853-08:00sigh

I just quit my own business. Well, I had this business with a friend of mine who is my partner. But after a month, I quit!At first, things seem to be going fine. Then, it didn't. My partner was freaking bipolar! She just kept yelling at me and scolding me. Whatever I did was just not good enough for her. In her eyes, I was just doing it ALL WRONG! And it doesn't help that she doesn't want to talk

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-4712349540273933302011-01-21T02:22:00.000-08:002011-01-22T23:31:35.014-08:00

Dear me,Thank you for everything. Just bear with me for a little while longer. Sorry for being an idiot. Sorry for breaking down so easily. Sorry for breaking my promises. Sorry for not shining to my fullest potential. Sorry for doubting myself. Sorry for not trusting myself. Sorry for not believing. But I won't let all this happen ever again.Thank you for being by my side, believing and

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-74768344322370256172011-01-14T23:53:00.000-08:002011-01-15T00:33:45.518-08:00My Chemical Romance new album!

I've been listening to My Chemical Romance latest album! Yes, I love "Danger Days : The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys" (sigh, why do MCR albums have to have such long freaking names?!)I'll admit that I'm addicted to them currently. You have no freaking idea how many times I have listened to this album again and again. But it's so hard to stop listening to them.Even as I am typing this, I'm

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-19809850697452302872011-01-06T23:54:00.000-08:002011-01-07T00:57:57.370-08:00A new year, a new chapter!

Sorry for the late greetings but HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYBODY! Hope 2011 will be great for everyone.Anyhow, it's a new year, a new beginning.What are my plans for 2011? Well, I'm not too sure yet...I'm just gonna take it easy and have fun. Life is meant to be enjoyed anyways.But right now, I have french intensive classes from Tuesdays to Fridays. (9.30am - 12.15pm) So yea, I guess it still feels

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-86695568865982158492010-12-23T06:45:00.001-08:002010-12-23T07:58:52.056-08:00A new chapter in life.

School is officially over for me. Can't believe that's real but it is.So now, what do I do??Well, there's so MANY things to do for me. This is a new chapter in life and I plan to start wonderfully and end it beautifully.For now, to celebrate my new found freedom and my new chapter in life, I got a haircut. I like my hair. Only thing I hate is that the highlights are too soft and almost freaking

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-42559065334805723232010-12-16T23:37:00.000-08:002010-12-16T23:58:33.754-08:00Past

I was rereading my blog. There's some nonsense, drama & fun in it. It's interesting to read what you wrote in the past. It's like a time capsule.I only have one thing to say. Wow, I was depressed person and I'm a bit embarrassed with what I wrote. I can't believe I actually wrote those posts. Sigh...But looking at my posts in the past reminds me of my crush & certain friendships.I know why they

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-40509162494070496662010-12-16T17:26:00.000-08:002010-12-16T19:18:04.281-08:00career path & wealth?

I seriously still have no idea what I wanna be. I mean, I have several choices but that's about it. I can't pick between those choices.1. Business2. Coach/personal trainer3. Broadcasting4. PsychologistI like business because I like money. Who doesn't like money? Everyone does. And I feel like I have always been a business person. I'm interested in the business world. The money making corporate

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-79402114218695798802010-12-09T22:41:00.000-08:002010-12-16T19:40:06.366-08:00I'm excited!

My last day of school is on the 21st of December. Seriously, it will be my last day of school ever.Not only that, my last day of exams in on the 20th of December! After that, I will be free.I can definitely see it. No school and no exams! Well, until my parents enroll me into college.I feel really excited about getting out into society. I mean, finally, I am OUT of school. Finally, I'm grown

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-34927792378329698262010-12-02T22:33:00.000-08:002010-12-02T22:39:00.075-08:00That was fast.

It's already week 2 in my exams. Kinda happy that it's almost over. It feels kinda good.That was fast.This is a short post cuz that's all I got to say for now.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-10672174985515235232010-11-25T19:29:00.000-08:002010-11-25T20:11:21.092-08:00The terror has begun...

Yes, the terror has begun. What's the terror? Well, it's my major super duper exam that will determine your future. The exam has begun.3 subjects down and 7 more subjects to go.Sadly, my exam ends on the 20th december! UGH, that totally ruins my christmas celebration mood.How was my exam so far?? hmm....not so good because I don't think I did well. But we'll see when the results come out. I hate

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-21101268019908490662010-11-20T01:50:00.000-08:002010-11-20T02:11:16.154-08:00I have no excuse.

My school had this 'blessing ceremony' for all seniors who are leaving the school in another month. But yesterday was actually my last day of school. This ceremony is for students to hug or shake hands with all the teachers for the very last time before we leave the school and for our super major exam that will determine our future.Anyway, I never thought I would actually felt like crying but I

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-16161146723513545362010-11-10T00:01:00.000-08:002011-01-28T05:51:17.954-08:00high school bitches.

So today is my graduation day and I just graduated. It feels nice to be graduate but too bad, I still have school for another month or so. So it's not exactly a big deal.And so I was walking around school today and yea, I guess I'll miss it a little.I also wrote letters and gave it to all my friends that were close to me. (But unfortunately, I forgot christina. Will write her letter later.......

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-29208781820961632142010-11-03T21:44:00.000-07:002010-11-03T22:16:13.143-07:00I'm gonna miss high school.

High school is about to end for me. In another 2 months, I'll graduate. And it's real now because I just went through my graduation day practice. MY school is odd. They're doing my graduation 2 months earlier.So yea, next wednesday is my graduation day.I guess, I'm gonna miss high school. The friends and the crazy activities that we had together.That's life. We grow up and move on to newer and

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-6141717450130472372010-10-30T02:47:00.000-07:002010-10-30T02:49:15.263-07:00The future is bulletproof

Today, I discussed about my future with my mom. You know, the usual, what do you want to study after you graduate and blah blah blah. Honestly, I haven’t figured out exactly what I wanna study yet but a plan has been created.The plan is I go to college and then go to a university. Interestingly, my parents wants to ship me off to France and that means, after graduating from high school, I have to

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-24683740036007665322010-10-29T02:54:00.000-07:002010-10-29T03:01:43.354-07:00QUIZ

Friend Quiz on http://www.blogthings.comLianne Is Your Soulmate - so true. I mean, we've been classmates forever and never argued before.You truly love Suzanne - yea, she's the lovable dancing princess.You consider Lelia your true friend. -hard not to think that way when she's been my buddy since primary until now.You know that May H is always thinking of you. - Maybe. but she sure is a nice

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-83711860379809882732010-10-29T01:29:00.000-07:002010-10-29T01:52:14.857-07:00Graduation day coming up.

OMG, I can't believe it.Graduation day is coming soon. Wow, I'll be graduating soon and because of that, I'll have to look for clothes and shoes.It's kinda scary but fun at the same time.Anyway, I'm glad when that I'll be moving on in life soon.WOOT~! I'm just so excited~!

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-84651546167237273712010-10-22T02:38:00.000-07:002011-01-28T03:38:36.267-08:00Feeling good~!

feeling good currently.Got back some grades from my trial exam. Some were good and some sucked badly but nonetheless, I still feel good. (Zen, it really helps me calm myself down.)I can't believe I actually went to adam lambert's concert. Guess what, he's was AWESOME! I totally love him. He can sing and dance. He also has great charisma on stage. I also dressed up and had make up for the concert.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-51269592927879650982010-10-14T19:58:00.000-07:002010-10-14T20:01:49.205-07:00I'll be alright with or without you.

Ask me 3 or 4 years ago and I would have thought that you were important to me. But not anymore.Since, it was the last year of high school, I just want to get together with you so that we can relive all the fun moments we had back then. I mean, we're friends. But then, now I remembered why we fought and broke off.To be honest, I was hurt by you afew times. But it's no matter. I learnt from the

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-36503310273223045832010-10-12T01:23:00.000-07:002010-10-12T01:32:38.948-07:00Adam Lambert concert.

I'm blogging early because I'm going to adam lambert concert at the end of this week~!I'm surprised that my parents let me go but hey, that's just awesome. I love adam lambert because I think he has a great voice.Lucky me, I also found a friend to accompany me to the concert. And after the concert, we're having a sleepover!We're so gonna glam up for adam lambert's glamnation concert~!! (Black,

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-30666779996547785612010-10-08T02:12:00.000-07:002010-10-08T02:27:11.467-07:00Think before you point your fingers at others.

Where you are in life is the result of all the decisions you have made. Good ones and bad ones.And if your life is crap, who's fault do you think it is?If your relationship or friendship is breaking down? If your grades really suck?Is it other people's fault? But before you point and say, the teacher suck or your friend is a real stupid asshole, you should think.Did you try hard enough? Let me

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-15822757347073658452010-10-01T02:20:00.000-07:002010-10-01T02:50:22.748-07:00Growing up, closure and an interview.

I guess it's time I grow up. When high school is over, I have to grow up, be a mature and a responsible little young lady.There's alot of things I have to learn.To be honest, I'm a little afraid of leaving graduating from high school.WHY?I mean, I've been going to school for years. And the thought that it will finally end is a relief but also a little frightening.But it's a new chapter in life.

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-56565389430489620172010-09-25T04:53:00.000-07:002010-09-25T05:37:49.633-07:00Money, money, money!

Recently, I just watched Wallstreet 2 : Money Never Sleeps. And yes, it was an awesome film. I liked how it was about wealth, speculation, manipulation and more.Thanks to this film, I'm going to watch the stocks from now on and regularly checking the business/economics section.This movie made me think.Currently, the world is still recovering from the 2008 economic meltdown. But will we learn from

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-20514272605188294892010-09-24T07:28:00.000-07:002010-09-24T07:39:33.721-07:00Emotional drained out.

IT has been a tiring week. Not physically or mentally. But it was emotionally tiring.I had alot of crap this week. But then again, life is full of ups and downs.I felt sad, angry, pissed and depressed all at the same time.So yea, bring out the ice-cream.And yes, it works. Eating ice-cream when you're upset really works. I did feel happier after finishing those yummy cold ice-creams.Like one of my

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-15413989623482717532010-09-18T00:29:00.000-07:002010-09-18T01:28:43.534-07:00Moving on?

Like every high school, my high school had it's fair share of drama. Heck, I had my fair share of drama.To make things more interesting, I study in an all-girls school which means more drama. (girls = drama + catfights) So yea...I broke some friendships and hurt other people while I got hurt too and lost a few friendships. A fair deal.Friendships are so complicated especially between

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-55958265757943973852010-09-12T21:49:00.000-07:002010-09-12T22:32:14.399-07:00A smile, some enthusiam and a little bit of hard work is all it takes.

Recently, I was wondering... I mean, I'm so close to graduation. I'm about to leave high school. It still feels weird and that knowing it's happening feels totally unreal to me at times.I mean, I never thought that I would graduate from high school.So I was thinking, what was I gonna do after high school. So I made a list in my head like get a driver's licence and so on.Then, I was wondering what

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-86090626813477780412010-08-29T02:26:00.000-07:002010-08-29T02:34:36.440-07:00Still very confused me.

Well, atleast I narrowed it down. By it, I mean what I plan to study in the future.I like these 3 stuff and I find it very hard to choose among the 3 because I LOVE THEM ALL!!I would like to study :1. Business. (I love business ever since I was a kid. I like money...hehe.)2. Psychology. (I love to get into people's head and know why they did what they did)3. Broadcasting. (I just love to talk and

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-71735831054196413502010-08-20T01:24:00.001-07:002010-08-20T01:39:23.023-07:00Confused me.

I'm confused.I mean, it finally hit me. I'm going to graduate from high school at the end of this year. AND that means, next year, I should be going to college.So now, all this problems pops up in my head.1. Can my parents even afford it? (College ain't cheap and it doesn't help that the economy isn't so good.)2. What am I going to study? (I haven't really decided)There's a lot of options for me

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-79076821228777486852010-08-05T23:25:00.000-07:002010-08-05T23:32:42.809-07:00Yea, they're not gonna let me off the hook.

So yea, parents can be annoying at times but as much as I hate to admit this, I have to admit that I need them more than I think I do.My parents been nagging me and telling me stuff that kinda shocked me. It's like a big slap on my face.BUT.... it's true.I guess, that's parents for ya. They tell you the uncensored truth eventhough it hurts.And now, a challenge is ON my plate. Whether I like it or

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Sigh, oh sigh. I had a very interesting week.I had some good times & some bad times. It's just the usual ups & downs.I had a heated discussion with a friend. To be honest, it's nobody's fault. It's just miscommunication & it doesn't help with the fact that my tolerance limit broke.So now, I have to sit on this. It's just that when your limit breaks, things are complicated. Can I just forget

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-79291880024312983052010-07-24T07:39:00.000-07:002010-07-24T07:59:30.719-07:00Random post

This is a random post. I juz have to write this out.Today, my class had a class outing to take pics for memories since it's our last year.It was a bad day for a moment. WHY?1. French teacher scolded me today.2. My precious phone fell down.3. My pocketwatch chain broke & my precious pocketwatch fell.But then later, we went to this mall where only the upper class can afford to shop in.I like that

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-62752850073638429512010-07-23T01:03:00.000-07:002010-07-23T01:22:02.646-07:00Bon odori, sleepovers and trips.

I had a lot of stuff happening this weekend.Firstly, I went to the bon odori (some japanese traditional festival) with my friend that just came back from Indonesia.I totally missed her and had fun with her.The bon odori was an interesting experience.Look at the crowd. THERE's JUST SO MANY PEOPLE....Dancing girls on the stage in yukata. It's kinda interesting and it get even more fun when the

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-45456950673820264182010-07-16T15:12:00.000-07:002010-07-16T15:16:05.008-07:00It's gonna be a short post.

I have been feeling very bipolar this week. One minute, I'm happy and the next I'm not.I guess, it's because of my hormones. Ugh, how I hate them.Anyhow, one thing is for sure.This Saturday, I'm gonna hang with my friend who just came back from Indonesia.Where we hanging? We're going to the Bon Odori 2010 festival. Did you know that in bon odori, you are NOT allowed to wear high heels OR cosplay?

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-8453429133243756172010-07-09T00:32:00.000-07:002010-07-09T03:55:56.674-07:00Stressful BUT I love it.

Ok, I hate to admit this but I love joining competition. I'm a competition junkie.I just like the adrenaline rush I get. I feel so damn alive.I also like joining competition because I learn more about myself and other people.I get to see if a person is productive or not. I get to see if the person is an asshole and I get to see who can keep their head calm when hell breaks loose.To be honest, I

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-67883430070856016162010-06-25T02:16:00.000-07:002010-06-25T02:34:35.444-07:00Sandwiches and world cup~!

RANDOM FACT :Do you know why sandwiches are called sandwiches? Well, it's because they originated from the 4th Earl Of Sandwich, John Montagu. This dude loves eating meat in between two pieces of bread a.k.a sandwich because his hands won't be greasy while he gambles and eats.Soon, people call it the sandwich. Don't believe me? Google it or check it out in wikipedia??Yea...when I heard it the

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-1931866842628261022010-06-17T19:17:00.000-07:002010-06-17T19:47:18.268-07:00Have you ever?

"Have you ever cried till your eyes are sore,Have you ever laughed till your stomach ached,Have you ever smiled till your cheeks hurt,Have you ever felt hurt till you thought your heart broke,Have you ever sang till your lungs hurts,Have you ever cheered till throat sore,Have you ever yelled till you cried,Have you ever danced like maniac,Have you ever did a crazy dare,Have you ever have secrets

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-11146666254810776802010-06-10T17:28:00.000-07:002010-06-10T18:35:12.616-07:00I totally feel like a teenager.

I completely feel like a teenager. Well, I am a teenager.Well, last Monday, I celebrated my friend's birthday. We went to a karaoke.It's fun to sing so crazily and have fun. I like singing like an idiot...even if I am completely out of tune and out of pitch. It was especially fun when May and Ling danced so crazily.Then, after the 2 hours long of singing like a mad cow, we went SHOPPING. Oh yea,

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-71514698347777561912010-06-04T01:01:00.000-07:002010-06-04T01:52:47.748-07:00Exams over...

Yea, I don't really love school. But atleast my 3 week exam came to the end and that the holidays just begun. BUT the holiday won't feel like a holiday not with all the crappy projects, homeworks and stuff to do.But currently, I feel so damn emo. I wanna sit in a corner and just mope. There's just too many thoughts and voices in my head. I know and yet I don't know what I'm thinking about.I'm

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-15703152940713322132010-05-27T01:28:00.000-07:002010-05-28T15:49:21.599-07:00Drama, drama, drama...

High School has loads of drama.. Never ending drama. Heck, life's dramatic." All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: theyhave their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts,his acts being seven ages. "-William Shakespeare-1. Newspaper drama.My school had a collecting newspaper competition and laid a $100 as the grand prize. MY class, 5 Opal

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-11088755144676591632010-05-22T05:59:00.000-07:002010-05-22T17:39:09.846-07:00Forgive me...I am afterall only human.

Forgive me. I'm sorry if I unintenionally hurt anyone's feelings. I really don't mean it. You see, I have certain rules for myself and unfortunately, I always thought other people also follow the same rules. Therefore, when you broke those rules and I felt as if you were such an idiot. True, I shouldn't have judge you by my own rules.However, I am so tired. I am so tired of caring about other

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-49878929124608331142010-05-07T02:48:00.000-07:002010-05-07T03:49:12.463-07:00Life's interesting journey (or not?)

Well, this week has been quite interesting. Ok, heck, to tell you the truth, I'm actually quite pissed. And I'm gonna rant and I don't care who's listening!!1. CHESSFinally, I understood why I quit chess so suddenly when I was 12. I should have never ever wanted to touch that game ever! I should have realised that I quit with a reason. I shouldn't have join the chess club this year. It is a HUGE

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-82875332935866060572010-04-30T00:37:00.000-07:002010-04-30T01:51:48.496-07:00Life's rich journey.

I had an interesting week. Last weekends, I represented my school as a 3rd speaker for the national debate competition. Unfortunately, we lost...BADLY. Our stupid 1st speaker ruined EVERYTHING. And it doesn't help when our school teachers knows absolutely nothing about debate.So poor me and the 2nd speaker had to do all the research on our motion and about debate while our 1st speaker did nothing

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-25472255070288511242010-04-22T02:01:00.000-07:002010-04-22T02:50:59.037-07:00Alter ego, SUIT UP!!

Man, it feels odd to have people believe in you at the very moment you do not trust yourself. It feels odd to hear people's praises of you when you're feeling incapable. So I guess, it's time for one of my many alter ego to suit up if I wanna win that debate competition!!Like any other person, I have many alter ego's...and I'm gonna list most of them today.Ms Drama QueenLikes :Attention and

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-78369858711188425152010-04-12T01:02:00.000-07:002010-04-16T03:09:15.010-07:00Tagged...hehe..

Are you right-handed or left-handed? Totally right-handedHave you ever had anything removed from your body? Err...I don't think soWhat is the last heavy item you lifted? Hmm...heavy boxes...yea...What is your salad dressing of choice? Kraft's Thousand Island...What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Tony Roma. It's the BEST!What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?

carmensakura07http://www.blogger.com/profile/14511618229170187292noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7460995556167408557.post-2421730743931834802010-04-09T02:09:00.000-07:002010-04-09T02:22:00.007-07:00No borders to seperate us.

Listen to this song and it's lyrics. How I wish it was true..Imagine a world without countries, religion or races.Why can't we connected by one world government? With one world government, poverty and war will be gone. Education will be for all and there will no longer be any refugees because there are no countries.Why can't we just forget about religion and just say that we believe in god and

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